my life

hey yall
sorry that it's been forever i guess it's because i lost the net for 2 monts and then didn't get on till a few weeks ago! Robert harper is fine, he called me today! his butts supost to call me back too!! 11 day ago if me and Anthony would of stayed together we would of got married!! september 10th!! yeah i miss Dereck a lot i think about him often i light a candle for him somtimes!! i still think about him alot! and most of the time i'm crazy!! you guys should look up a song called "The Dollar- jamey johnson" check it out it's so cute!!! i'm going into country like i use to!! Roberts comming to see me when he gradutes him and jake are comming he already is making planes for it!! i couldn't go up to Roberts because his father didn't want me there because of the hurricane that they just came over!! i told Robert his ass better come see me he promised!! oh and i'm single if anyone cares!! which really it's more fun!! ok for yall i hide my sexualdy pretty well i bet u all didn't know i'm bi sexual!! i bet Amber did!! she knows me quite well even if her butt doesn't talk to me as much!! still a virgin and going to be till i get married Roberts making passes at me again trying to make me like him i'm like no way in hell he has a better chance with a dog, then he does with me!! he's like i have a big dick i'm like so i care because i'm not into sex, i'm into cuddling, kissing and being sweet that's who i am!! oh and 2 weekends ago i finely went clubing with jesse shaw, we went to a gay bar i meat a guy name chaz there he's gay and really sweet he told me he would turn bi sexual for me lol!! then the second night a mexican asked me to marrie him!! there were straight, bi's, gays, and lesbians there!! i like most of the gay gyus and i danced with some of them!! Jesse's friends loved me! They were like u need to brang her all the time you go! jesse got jealous and was like well maybe i will! that's because everyone loved me more then they loved him! even a lesbian, and a crossdresser loved me!! it was great!! i was having tunes of fun!! lets see whats new in my life!! i'm singel staying that way for a while i'm bi sexual but who didn't know that!! been that way my whole life! most people didn't know it because i hide it well but who gives a freck i'm me!!! i love women and men!! i love everyone it's better with one not both at the same time believe me!! been more depressed resently!! Robert one of my friends have been more attrative to me!! he flirts like crazy!! oh and this one girl in school omg she's so hot the one bad thing she has a boyfriend but we flirt all the time together i think she's bi maybe!! hopfully for me!! her names linsay she's beautilful i would please her for sure!! mostly cuddling and kissing is my thing!! almost for to tell you if me and Anthony would of stayed together we would of been married for 11 days by now our wedding date was set for spetember 10th :( it didn't work out oh well i'm better off with all my guys and girls more fun for everyone besides being tied down all the time!!! Theres plenty of hot girls and guys at my school south brunswich high school!! a bunch a honor kids not messin with them!! they might do somthing smart i hate kids smarter then me and picks on me about it!! there luck i don't hurt people i'm a peaceful person!! well i'll talk with yall lovely people later love yeah hugs & kisses to all

mistress Amanda

ps. that's my new nickname *he he*

Current Mood: just one of those days!!
Current Music: where from the country - clint black

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