Current mood:	tired of this life!
Current music:	soon as my heart breaks by taylor dayne

my poem whats the point!!
whats the point of living if everyday i wake up wishing to die, i seen to much in so little time, i sall my life wearther away with out me! i want to cry but yet again whats the point if theres noone there to wipe away my tears, i feel my heart beat like normal boom boom boom, yet it doesn't beat for any resen it's a fauil cause,i get pretty to look good, to feel good about myself but now theres no resen!! i see my life i see my death, i see them just the same, some people call me crazy, others call me smart,and wish they were me, but yet they don't know the sadness of my heart and of my love. I use to love unwillingly but now i don't love i hate,and i hate to love, i have been hurt for far to long. i fell hard, i fell deep, in the most greatest love in the world, then one day it wasn't goodenoff he left me for another now i'm sad, cold hearted, and dead to the world, i'm not the soft sweet loving person i use to be!!! what's the point anymore your just going to get hurt once again!! till you find the magic.