howdy partners
long time no write so i thought i would. sundays or easter was ok i don't celeabrate it though. but that day i went to my good friends house jesse shaw, we desided not to be brother or sister anymore because we realize that we kiss each other to much, when i got there jesse was sleeping he was tired from watching his sisters two babys. so i came in there and alisa and josh was baby sitting while jesse slept, alisa opened the door, and i came in and sall jesse sleeping on the couch, so i went right in there and jumped right over him, he woke up and hugged me really tight. since we haven't seen each other in about a mouth, but it was great then tracy his sister finly came and picked up the new born since jarin belongs to jesses mom now. but anyways, we were playing around and cuddeling on the couch, then when tracy left we went to the store to get some frezze pops, we were locked in arms, and then we started holding hands like we always do when were together. then this guy was cheacking me out so i told jesse to kiss me, he did, then we went to the check out i payed for everything, and then we left. and went back home, and then us 4 played truth or dare, not getting into that. then we were all dancing me and josh on top of jesses bed and alisa and jesse were on the floor, dancing. alisa and josh are dating, josh and i didn't like the way they were dancing so we sat down on the bed and was talking. then everyone sit down on jesses bed, and josh was in my lap and i was playing with his hair. then i started to miss joel even more. then it was time for me to go home since my cufue was at 11pm. because dad had to work the next morring. lord i can't wait to turn 18, believe me everythings going to change after i turn 18 me and jesse are going clubing and we are going to have a blast. since derecks not talking to me anymore i guess i'm not going to cal. to go see him. i mean i miss him but maybe it's better off he don't talk to me, i mean there are thinks he don't know about me and im sure theres thinks i don't know about him, but anyways i had somwhat of a good time at jesses, i just won't ever play truth or dare with them 4 ever again. see i'm the cuddel, sweet, kind, careing, compashinet one. and there the sluts. jesse agreed with me about that omg. but anyways about yesterday monday i went to jacksonvill then to new bern. the hole totaly of 6 1/2 hours in the car going up and back. believe me i was tired. came home watched charm, checked my e-mail, then finly went to bed, couldn't sleep well, but that was ok because this morring Robert Harper he called and woke me up just to tell me he loves me. he was already up messing with the horses atlest he let me sleep till 8 this time. he's about the only one i talk on the phone with. i tryed calling jordan but he didn't answer, oh and he's back at the citadel he left monday. i hope he had a good birthday party. well i was talking to a long long time no see friend charles hansford russell, he called me silly because i said good morring dork he sayed he wasn't a dork. lol, my defintion of a dork is your weird. not a whales penus. :P but anyways hafe to get going i might be hanging out with jesse or a nother few friends today and if not i will on tursday well if jesse don't hafe to work. well later
love always
Amanda