Current mood:	the suns shining on me
Current music:	calling all angels-radio version

howdy yall again
howdy yall, good morring, it's a great morring the sun is shining,and it's warm out side, and i'm feelin really great, robert harper woke me up at 7:32am today, i like when he calls me in the morring i seem to be good for the day when he does that it makes me have energy, he went to work at 8 this morring mom drove him and she went shoping. he said he can't wait till he gets his licens. he said that we got married i was like i'm not that dumb i know todays april fools. he said yeah your right then he told me he loved me and went to work!! that's whats brothers are for!! to all my friends and family who reads this i love you all and i hope you remember me for me not the way i am!! april fools everyone!! don't forget sunday to set back your clock!! why do people lie?? when the truths far more imporant. i think about more about life now. i was reading my life that i wrote a couple of years ago in 2003, i realized that i'm growing up and i'm becomming a women not a little girl anymore, i'm losing weight, i'm becomming who i'm going to be in my life!! i found out that i'm shy, and i'm ok with that. i have lived a life with great fortun, i would trade anything for my life. noone really would understand me. a old friend chris king my first boy friend in elementry school i sall him, he's still the same low life person he was in elementry, theres nothing that has changed for him. he droped out because he got in a fight because i guy was going to hit a girl and he hit the boy and he's 18 they gave him a choice to drop school or go to jail, i respect him for that. but i look back on those days and i realise that i don't remember them days, chris told me how brave i was and how people would pick on me and that he got supended for me, i wondered about those days, i can't remember much thats because i try to forget the worse days of my life. i think about alot more latly. me and mike schimdt, talk about god, and don't tell him this but i think he's starting to make me believe in him again, mike makes me feel safe. i mean i know theres alot of things in this world. i told somone once it's not what you think you are it's who you know you are because thinking is only a though and thoughs can be wrong!! it's 11:11am make a wish, that's what i do! i'm kl that way well anyways got to go oh can't wait to go to jacksonvill on saturday yay i'm going to have lots of fun well later
love Amanda