Current mood:	I hate being sick!!
Current music:	i'm listen to I love you, by sarah mclene!

my life since forever ago!
Well let's see It's been awhile!! i have been dating this guy named Joshua David Henshall!! since 10-15-05 He's sweet, and i love him to death!! He might be the one but who knows!! i keep my options open!! But so far he seems to be the best thing since i was Born! he's majorly sweet, he cares, and is always there for me!! well almost! I'm not letting him all the way in i let him a second at a time!! which means i tell him things a little at a time!! I tell him everything and he tells me everything! He's sweet, loving, smart, funny, loves who i am, and loves everything about me, He's the most cutest, sexyest person in the world doesn't want to do anything i don't want to! we have our disagreements but who doesn't! He's worth alot to me!! Mikes still talking to me but barly were just friends and i don't think we will ever date again! He's a good friend and nothing more!! I miss joshie!! He hates when i call him joshua because his mother called him that when he was younger! his mom, and father are dead! his father died in 2001 he didn't like him he was a drinker! he loved his mom, i think he said his mom died of cancer not really sure on that one she died this year!! That's the # one resen why i'm never going to start smoking again!! Not after i lost, Dereck, Grandpa, and Josh lost his mom!! Theres hundres of people dieing from that stuff and i will make doubel shore that i will never smoke!! believe me i don't need anymore of my life takes away!! well lets see i'm a Senior i got 3 A's and a B in english!! I wanted an A so i can get more money but no biggie i have an sester to brang it up!! I'm working hard to keep good grades! but who knows i love typing on the computer it's my thing!! Oh yeah Mikes brother Matt called me the other day saying that him and his dad finly made up and actly had a good cry! it was so sweet! i'm proud of Matt actly getting that done!! I hope mike gets what he wants out of life!! i'm still his friend! But nothing more!! *hugs and kisses all my friends* Yeah Robert Harper and i still talk him and christal are having so many probelms he called me crying about it last night!! yeah i know Robert lies about everything!! oh and last night i meat somone names Eric Archer, I think i might be related but not really sure about that yet!! so what am i to talk about now!! hmm lets talk about Lauren, She's been getting on my nerous i'm sick and have a really bad cold and she com,es up to me and just smacks the living hell out of me for no dame resen!!! for real that reallly pissed me the fuck off!!! Yeah i'm getting use to Josh, him and i just might be the one i'm not going to put everything on it but i really think he is!! I miss him bunches already!! i'm having one of those days where u stay up till 3 am on the net, then wake up at 9am, and then talks to joshua and then he leaves for work and then i go back to sleep around 1:00pm and wakes back up at 4:44pm Then i went to southport mall! which is wal-mart! and got me some dame chicken noodel soup i have been sick for a week, and dad didn't even care enoff to get me some dame chicken noddel soup and some crackers! I have been throwing up alot more!! No worries yall stil a virgin till after marriage for real!! Josh is not a virgin but he is waiting for the right person he said i am her and that he can't wait till we get married july 17th, 2006 well see if it happens! If not more cake for me lol!!! i'm not sure how dads going to handel this but i have already told him he thought i was kidding i might not be!! HEHEHE he will find out when we get married! where getting married down by my pound where the flowers are all pretty! and my dress it's so beautful!! Were going to pick out rings in january when he comes down here on the 20th, to stay!! He's moving down here for me!! :D he's the only guy that will actly come to actly live with me and he's the best one too!! so i'm happy with it!! well i'll talk to yalls later! oh and he's moving from Flordia!! no Robert Harper didn't know him i interduced them! Robert lives in tampa, he lives in orlando!! total diff!! well love yall!! oh theres a picture of my wedding dress if you wanted to check it out! and if u want to but it it has the sight on there!!